Questions

I'm not angry on the outside.

I'm questioning on the inside.

I'm not sad on the outside.

I'm wondering on the inside.

Never ever ever in my life I have that courage.

And never ever ever in my life I wanted to have that courage.

Now I know why God gave me the chance.

Then I know things got out of my hands.

I beg for mercy to myself.

And myself refused the mercy.

I'm alone in this war.

Alone in this strange world called reality.

World I never knew before.

Before God gave me the courage.

Reality is full of people.

People who thought they were right.

People who said hello.

People who said goodbye.

This reality does bother me.

I'm starring at the mirror then I questioned myself.

Who am I in this reality?

Myself couldn't answer it.

Why?

Because I am reality.