Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Change

I have to admit, I'm hurt. And that's exactly why I'm really really mad at you.

There's this person. He had that cute, angelic, innocent image back then. He was really adorable, and everybody did adore him. But with that innocent image, he could still pull those fierce performances on stage. That's why he was praised.

But, here goes the problem.

He changed. A lot. 180 degree. Upside down. Inside and out. I dunno if it's just another image he's trying to build, but this really annoys me. It's not that fierce image he's trying to build. But the sexy image. Here, I mean really really sexy. Seducing dance moves, and explicit lyrics. At first, I don't think this is a problem. But as soon as I understand the song lyrics and exactly PAY ATTENTION to the performance..... I don't even know what to say.

It's too much. It's WAY beyond too much. Even for another artist, this is annoying. And hello, you're one of my favorite artist. I adore your personality, I love your performances, on screen and off screen. But then you turned this way. I understand, you're a grown up man so maybe you want that 'man' image on you. But not THIS 'man' image.

What broke my heart the most is.... He wrote the song himself. This' what kills me. Literally. I thought that somebody else wrote that song, I can't believe such words come out from your mind. Your very own mind.

In a very simple way, I'd say that I truly don't like this 'bitchy' image you're wearing. As a fan, I'm disappointed, as someone who cares about you, I'm hurt.

Sorry for using not-so-good words :\

this post is dedicated to xiah junsu

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